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Draco Rattus ([personal profile] draco_rattus) wrote in [personal profile] hontontoko 2017-03-10 08:29 am (UTC)

CHOCOLATE-FILLED MOCHI except then the chocolate was on the outside wtf that was gross Poor pupper. :(

It's funny you should say that about Tomo, since it was his OH-SO-MANLY MASCULINE MAN-MAN MALE persona which attracted me to him in the first place. I'm not joking when I say his New Year talk with Aiba has possible been THE most influential thing I've seen all year, and it was literally that which pushed me to come out as trans a couple of months ago I've been living in the closet for a loooooong time and it has fucked. Me. Up. Just Tomo's attitude there of 'be yourself, be honest, step forward and say what you want.' And that's why "Fuck you, I ain't done yet. I got a light" is now my life motto. God, I am a pathetically emotional piece of shit sometimes THANK YOU.

The more I find out about Tomo though by which I mean the more you tell me the more I like him. I'd be lying if I said I didn't adore and admire his meat-eating, bike-riding masculine stage persona, but knowing that he's really this easily-scared, submissive, cross-dressing, possibly genderfluid little ball of derp is just... hnnngh. HE MUST BE PROTECTED AT ALL COSTS.

...they're gonna get woken up by Sho's alarm on his phone because of course he set an alarm already because he is Organisation-San but there's gonna be morning cuddling and maybe morning action if Sho wakes up in the mood... IT WILL BE FINE if he shows up to the TV station a bit late, right? omg i am so sorry if he came too soon in Tomo's mouth but I figured he's only just turned twenty, he doesn't exactly have the stamina of a porn star

fjlkfkljl;h;;;;;z;dl; I'M FUCKING IMPRESSED OKAY. I never realised porn could be so goddamn poetic

...and yeah, I can't even remember the last time I just suddenly got along with someone like this, OOC as well as IC SLAP ME IF I AM BEING PRESUMPTUOUS. I've never met anyone before who understands both being attracted to a celebrity as well as wanting to be them at the same time and it's amazing. You get me. You fucking get me. And I am so grateful for that!

....fuck it, I don't work on Fridays, I'm going back to sleep before I embarrass myself any more

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